o m g ... 5 days til im off to nc with my girl bp! ahhhh -- so excited

its gonna be soo fun & gorgeous down there!

well mm lets see yesterday; went jet skiing with my baby! good time ha i had the worst luck tho i dont know where to begin .. but anyways i hung out at traes til 1130 then came home & went to bed i was so tired & now today; cleanin up my room & my drawers & stuff who knows whats goin down tonight?! so i dont know what im gonna do but thats all for now ill update again later .. leave somethin sweet <33

what up pimpinnn ! ha jk wow its been a long ass time since ive been on here soooo much has happened but hey thats life ;; you cant spend every moment writing it down on here lol but anyways things have gotten much better the past week .. & well it is summertime !! 18 days til i leave for nc to go to the beach & im taking my girl bp fo shooo ! its gonna be so fun ! im excited .. im gonna be as black as jacq when i come back haahha maybe not that dark but who knows ! ill take whatever as long as im darker than my baby trae so i can have bragging rights ;) ha anyways today; im babysitting 4 kids & lemmie tell you what im pulling out my hair .. i dont know how many kids i could handle ha but 4 is a lot trust me .. anyhow dont have much else to say plus the baby just woke up but ill update later --

leave some comments pleaaasseeee

the road to true love never was easy, i know ive hit all the bumps; but now im standing strong saying i love you til the end of time.

& sometimes one of us; or even both of us think it would be easier to just give up, but then we both realize neither of us could be happier with anyone else.

in love you face challenges, it conquering them, thats the real test.

summer of oh six .. its hot all day everyday, but at night its even hotter *

baby im promising forever because thats real & me without you, i can do yes i admit i could live without you, but i dont ever want to, & thats why forever is real & were going to make it.                                    -- i love you trae with all my heart, ive made mistakes yea more than one i know even two but baby were gonna get through it all & in the end its going to make us stronger & were going to have something that no one else will & thats what gets me through each & everyday. baby what weve got is beautiful & it can only get better. i love you & you are my one and only

its been a long time since ive written these past few days have been crazy but this entry is just to say ..

rest in peace          scott hammersmith

                 4/6/06

youll be in our hearts & prayers

& to let everyone close to me i love them .. i want to say a couple things ..

life is what you make of it , there will be hard times , and there will be good times thats what lifes all about , but surrounding yourself with friends family and love will only bring happiness & ive got that .. thank you to my wonderful friends :: i wouldnt make it through some of the things without you guys lots of love <3  "  trae ::  its been almost 6 & a half months & weve gone through a lot but weve made it & were still going strong .. thank you for supporting me & being there i love you baby & just remember that im here too ..

to my family ;; you are my backbone & the most constant thing in my life .. thanks for the support & love you give me .. lots of love <3

i guess thats all really .. let the people you care about most know you love them because they could be gone in the blink of an eye ..

love always

in memory of ;; Ashley Marie Willitts

                         Joshua Davis

                           Erin Davis                                 

each of you are on my mind .. you will never be forgotten <3     1/29/02

hey tricks haha omg thats an old one but uh whats goin on ?! its spring break bitches ! & im lovin it man i needed a break thats for sure but for starters man i pulled off a 4.0 cause my mom was trippin but it doesnt matter .. im harvard bound what can i say ?! ha jk but anyways this past weekend was awesome ..

friday;;i went & got my boo & we came back here & quice brette jen jill fett & trivett came over & we chilled & watched some stupid movie well i didnt watch it :) but whatever ha then saturday;;got up around 9, watched my bro & sis then went to florida (NO RETARD NOT THE STATE HA) the little town on florida & picked up my momma then came home changed & went out to the mall & tanned & walked around with my girl brette then i came home & got ready to go out with trae. i went & picked him up around 7ish then we went to a family thing it was fun ha some good times i cant even begin to tell lol then i came home around 11 & we hung out til 12 then sunday;;i got up around 11 & got ready then we went to my aunts in continental i helped hang up a border for my baby cousin it was a pain in the ass thats for sure ha then i came home took a shower & went out with my girl bp man was it a drama filled night you dont even know ! but uh we went on a little mission & well just say we got payback & had to go through the damn carwash .. fuckers ha anyways came home at 11 & talked to my baby then went to bed ha what a loser i know ha but yah today i have to babysit til my daddy gets back from new york then i think im gonna go tannin & go to traes game & maybe the softball game ill have to run between the two haha but yah good luck to both teams ! special good luck to jen & kate girls hit it home for me & to trae go get em baby ! ill be there for you ha but yah then who knows well thats all leave some comments hos & holla at me over break !

love always<3

They try to drive us apart, & we only get closer..
They say its wrong, but we say its love.
They judge us, but we just build our relationship.
They say we aren't supposed to be together..
& we, yes we, will prove them wrong.

                                                                                 && you know a couple of them are gonna hate

talk behind your back

smile up in ya face

we can prove them wrong;; show them hows its done

cause we got that young love.

x0 -- the truth is -- 0x

we hide because we want to be found'

we walk away to see who will follow

we cry to see who will wipe away the tears

and we keep letting our hearts get broken'

to see who will come around n fix them

& the one promise ive made to you I know ill keep

because baby I cant imagine myself with anyone else but you

o     m     g     . .    its been a long time since ive updated ha been so long i dunno where to start ! well for starters i tanned today & my ass is burnt lol its crazzzy ! but lets start off with FRIDAY ! first off we had run offs for track & i didnt do too hot lol well just say it that way lol but o well its only the first week right ? ! ahha o well but yea so we had a hard workout cause coach wahls crazy as hell ! like me & bbs got pissed at him cause hes so sneaky & it makes me mad hes shady ha always playing tricks on us like i wouldnt figure it out were trying to slack off & we get caught e v e r y s i n g l e t i m e haha its gay but anyways then i came home & got ready for my girl a*s 17th bday partaayyy ! we went out to eat at bdubbs at 615 it was good ! then i went & picked up my baby & both erics & we headed out to as casa ! it was fun . . then me & trae left to go get jarhead & whaddaya know it isnt in i was so mad ha ive been wanting to see it for a long time o well so we got some other movie . . but yea then i had track the next morning at 930 which was gay ! ha o well it was an easy practice plus when i was done who was there ? ! my baby ! i was so happy to see him lol he was in there pumping that iron yah thats right back off bitches lol but yah then i left came home & got ready & went tanning which was relaxing then i came home & just layed around then got ready & went over to my aunts house & then came home ate some dinner then got ready to go out with my baby . . but before i went & picked him up me & my daddy went to family video cause he wanted to get some movies & i wanted to see if jarhead was in & whaddaya know its not in once again i was pissed o well maybe next weekend ha but yah so then i came back home dropped my daddy off then went & got my baby & went to his mommas house & we watched the excorcism of emily rose it was crazzzy ! thats an understatement actually . . lol but yah so i came home bout 12 then woke up this morning around 9 & got ready for church got in trouble during the sermon cause momma said i was fidgety ha & talking to my dad too much lol o well then we went to the grocery store & got some food were stocked up now thank god ! ha but yah then i went tanning & yah as you already know i got burnt lol o well itll be worth it i wont be a ghost lol then i stopped by traes on the way home . . got home & watched walk the line with my momma it was really good, but the only thing i wonder is what the hell pixler sees in joaquin phoenix seriously sam wtf ? ! jills with me on this one lol ! sorry . . ha but yea thats my weekend in a nutshell ha hopefully i didnt bore you because i know i had fun ! ahh but yea thats all ill write more later leave some comments hos !

<3 always

when i think of my future . . i think of you

ive never felt so close to anyone but you

ive found my everything . . my everything in you

i cant get enough of you

im obessive when just one thought of you comes up
im agressive just one thought of closing up
you got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
cause every moment gone you know I miss you
im the question & you of course the answer

thats all hollerrrr at your girl laterrrr !